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I'm BackHello everyone...... I know I have been away for awhile. Karl and I had been house hunting for awhile. We found a Beautiful house, on a golf course. Very nice neighborhood and great schools. Finally getting settled in. We have been doing painting, so nothing on the walls yet.But still feeling like home. The house is very big compaired to my old house. Its a tri-level,the living room has vaulted ceilings. Four bedrooms, 2 1/2 bath,f amily room,2 car garage. And our back yard looks onto the golf course. We occasualy get a stray ball. The kids are adjusting nicely. I love no longer having to commute to work. Karl and I both only have to drive 5 min to work. Major plus beings gas prices are still rediculous. Well I am gonna close this for now. Keeping it short and sweet.
To much going on.......busy,busy,busy
Hello everyone......I know, I know, WHERE THE HELL HAVE I BEEN?????? Very , very, busy.....BLAH BLAH BLAH. I have been working,spending time with my kids, and last but not least, spending time with my Finace'. We are getting ready to move in October. I am so excited about that. We both work in the same town so we are focusing on moving there. Then the commute for both of us will be very short. I have also been on a bit of a rollercoaster ride with my 10 yr old son. About 4 weeks ago he decided to steal some money from his uncle (my brother). I of course flipped out and grounded him for 3 weeks. And then 1 week after being grounded, he decided to steal money from me. At this point I start thinking there is not just something wrong, But SERIOUSLY WRONG. Well I got to thinking about it and my 10 yr old has been through ALOT of hsit in his life. First of all, his father and I did not have a very good relationship due to the fact that his dad wanted to do drugs. When Jamal (my 10 yr old) was 1, his dad and I split up. I would not allow visitaion due the fathers drug use. Well he went through rehab and cleaned up so visiting started about 6 months later. It went on for awhile, and then dad began to slide backwards. So visiting stopped again. I met my soon to be husband (Alton) and we got married 6 months later. Alton took Jamal as his own and all was good. Well real dad decided to pop back up after getting clean the 2nd time. Jamal was 3 by then, but not very close to his real dad. By this time he had taken to Alton, and Jamal saw his as his dad. Well real dad was of course jealous over this and felt threatened by it. Him and I had many heated dissucions over that. He of course didnt stay clean for long and was right back on the drugs again. Of course the visiting stopped again and I put a restraining order against him. We heard from him no more. As all of you know my marriage came to an end in August 2004. Well at that point Jamal became out of sight out of mind to my ex husband. No visits, no phone calls. So as I am thinking back about all of this I am thinking to my self, My son has been let down alot in his short life. So I had a talk with his Doctor and she refered me to a Counselor. Then my son and I had a talk and I ask him what was bothering him. Basically it came down to him feeling abandoned by the men in his life. Now my son also suffers from ADHD (Attentoion Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder) He currently taked medication called Aderal for it. So putting all of that together, the Doctor and I thoug he neede to talk with someone. So we started his first session on July 10th........I actually went better than I had exspected. He still has a long way to go. And there are some things in my parenting that I want to work on to help better my child. So basicaly....life has been kinda busy. Thats an understatment, LMAO........... I plan to update again soon. Sorry for seeming to be in hiding. I will try to be around more often. Everyone have a great week.
Love Baby Karma What Can Happen In Just 1 Yr?I have been going over the past year of my life. And a yr. ago I never would have seen myself here. Where am I you ask......Lets start from the begining........On November 30, 1971 I was born.....To far back to the begining, LOL.
No really, the date today is June 8, 2006. And on this exact day one year ago I was sitting at a point in my life where I wasnt sure what I wanted. At the time I thought I knew, but isnt it always the case that when you look back you realize you didnt have even the slightest clue. I was in what I thought was a relationship. Well some what of one any way. I here in Washington and him in California. Several hundreds of miles between us. Sure we talked on the phone and e mailed every day. But as far as seeing each other, We only did 4 actual times. The last meeting ending in our split. I was devistated and as those of you who visited me at that time remember, I did some pretty pissy, self pitty blogs. Man bashing and all. As time passed, I realized that if that person was ment for me then thats where I would be. I mean its hard for a woman scorned to see the reasons for things in front of her. Isnt it always that we dont want to hear or face when another no longer wants us. I know the feeling but the reality of it all was....there was just to much distance between us. To many changes to make, to make it work. So I rolled around in my self pitty for awhile, had a bad out look on men and relationships. But of course when I was all done being upset and mad. I realized that there is a reason for everything. Even if we dont see the reasons in front of us at the time. So I began talking to and getting close to another on the internet. For some months this person and I got close. There was talk of actually meeting face to face. And as time went on I began to think to myself that I was putting myself right back in the same position I had been in not so far back. A great distance and no real physical prescence. But this time I decided to spark something with someone not a few hundred of miles away but 3,000 to be exact. I had to take a step back and do some soul searching. I never intended to put hurt onto this person, but in the end I did. I decided that I could not sit around and wait for something to happen. I chose to end the long distance relationship, not only trying to spare myself but also the other person. There is alot of details that made it a very difficult situation. Which I will not get into here. Anyways after I decided to end it. I actually met someone local. I thought to myself , never in a million years will this peson be for me. You see I believe in Murphys Law, I never imagined I would find the glove to fit my hand localy. Arent all the good ones suppose to in another state or country for that matter. It always seems to work out that way. Anyways,getting to the point here. This man and I met......and OMG, he was georgeous, local, funny, local, smart, local, compassionate, and did I mention LOCAL! We began to spend time together, alot of time. It took a minute before I introduced him to my chilren. I am very funny about anyone meeting my children. He and my kids hit it off. We have spent alot more time together, and in the 4 months we have been seeing each other, it has been heaven. A person can not control who they fall in love with. You cant chain the heart. It guides you and you as a zombie, follow it. Sometimes it scornes you and other times it sets you free. I am flying high, my feet never touch the ground. We are now planning to move in together in September, and a wedding to start planning for next summer. Of all the things that we go through in life, they make us who we are. I was asked once...."Would you ever change anything in you past, good or bad"? My answer was "NO, I believe we have to go through the bad to appreciate the good". Besides, everything I have endured has made me who I am.
Love Baby Karma A poem worth readingFootprints in the Sand
by Mary Stevenson
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was
walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, You said that once I decided to follow you, You'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The Lord replied, "My son, My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I Carried You."  Love Baby "K" TGIFF
TGIFF Thank God Its Fucking Friday!
Weekend woo hoo. I plan on throwing back a few tonight when I get home. Its been a long week at the job. After all of the things that when on with our RSD being let go. I thought that was the cake but oh boy was I wrong. Our laundry lady (Mary) goes to Franciscan Health to pick up her medication. She was there the other day and over heard two nurses talking bad about our facility. OMFG, now if thats going on then ya really know we got problems. Last night I went up stairs to pass meds and I noticed there was a leak in the ceiling in the hall. I went down and called the maitinance guy (Jr.) and you will not believe what he said. And I quote "I know we have a leak, pit a bucket under it". And that was it. Now I am thinking that if he knew we had a leak then how come it had not been fixed before it started raining again? OH I forgot, budget cuts again. Let the roof fall in on some one right. WRONG, WTF is wrong with these people. When it falls in on a resident wtf are they gonna do then. Oh I know, they are gonna say "Oh gees maybe we should have fixed that" Ya think. Any ways enough about the job. Blah Blah Blah.
I got a really funny pic in my e mail from my Finace' This is something I think every guy should have...A Mammogram Machine. LMAO
But I also feel that us females shoud get to grab your balls and make ya cough. What ya say guys? My horns are showing Tee hee hee. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I have recently found a really fun place for making blinkies. And OMFG do I love my Blinkies.
Cute arent they. I am trying really hard to find some erotic ones. I guess maybe I could
Search it......DUH. LMAO
Update
Some Bitching and Some FunWell its 11:25 pm here in the good old state of Washington. I am usually in bed at this time, just getting off of work. But I know that if I dont do a blog now. I wont do one again for a few days. So sit back , relax and be ready for some venting and some fun.
VENTING FIRST!!!!!!
My job is getting ridiculous!!!!!!!! I dont understand how a facility plans on keeping good Nursing staff when they dont know how to treat people. I have never been at my job to make friends or socialize. I am there to do my job and take care of the residents. We had a new RSD (Resident Services Director) come into out facility about 7 months ago. She is a RN and very good at her job. We started having cut backs on hours because our census has been low. And I understand that you cant spend money unless you are making it. But you can only cut back so far before it is interfering with the level of care to the residents. Well our RSD went to the main boss ED (Executive Director) and told her that the cuts were causing a problem. She also said that she didnt like the new uniforms we were issued to wear. I mean they are really ugly, and they look like Taco Bell uniforms. Most of the residents dont like them either. They say it makes them feel as thought they are in a nursing home. Which our facility is Assisted Living. The RSD took many other issues to the ED, sticking up for the workers. And guess what, they got rid of her. OMG did that ever piss me and alot of other people off. I have seen quit a few nursing staff that was good either quit from the bull shit, or gotten rid of. I believe that a nursing staff should be strong and have good team work and work ethics. But as they say, you are only as strong as your weakest link. I believe our ED is that link. The facility has been under her control for almost 3 yrs. now and it has stedily been going down hill. She is already teetering on losing her job and then she goes and gets rid of good people. I dont get it. I mean get you head out of your ass and wake the fuck up. All she is doing is running the facility into the ground and giving it a bad rep. It just steams me how people can be so stupid. You know that reminds me of a saying I totaly believe to be true. "Its better to be stupid and keep your mouth shut, than to open it and prove it" Enough said on that!
NOW THE FUN!!!!!!!
Sorry for all of that above guys. If you are still here and reading then you so ROCK!
I got a really fun e mail from my niece today so I decided to share it with yall. Get ready cause the object is for you to take all the questions and add your own answers. Here it goes...... 1. FIRST NAME? Mindy Yes, a character in a movie During a deep conversation with my Finace' 4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Yes Turkey 6. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Yes, 3 boys 1 girl 7. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Sometimes No 9. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? Yes No HELL NO! No Mentally & Emotionally Yes Pralines and Cream
15. SHOE SIZE? 7-71/2 PINK My Butt My Daughter 21. WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Chicken and Noodles Nothing 23 IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Green My Fiance' Karl Terry, my cousins boyfriend The way they carry themselves Crystal light Football Redish Brown Green 32. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? No Chinese Scary Movie X men 3 36. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? White Summer Both Apple Pie Ala Mode 41. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Cubby 42. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? Angels & Demons 43. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Outer Space My boyfriends breathing while he sleeps Rolling stones The Bahamas Listening Puyallup, Wa. , November 30, 1971
Well there you have it folks. Lets see how many people actually read the blog and do this. LMAO. Have a good night and BTW.....its after midnight so......
Lots of Love
Jokes
Hey everyone......how was the week? Mine? OK I guess. Karl has been very busy this week so I have not seen him as much. I have a real hard time sleeping when he is gone. Isnt that funny, how you get so used to some one being there, you cant sleep when they are gone. Well we have alot to do this weekend. I work tomorrow , afterwards my niece is having here 23rd birthday and there will be lots of alcohol. Then on Sunday, my sons birthday. He turned 10 on the 22 of this month but am having his party on Sunday. Well enough babble from me. Lets throw out some jokes.
This is all about comparing fathers of times past, and the fathers of today... Today is one of the first Father's Days of our new millennium. Fathers of 1900 didn't have it nearly as good as fathers of today; but they did have a few advantages: In 1900, fathers prayed their children would learn English. In 1900, a father's horsepower meant his horses. In 1900, if a father put a roof over his family's head, he was a success. In 1900, a father waited for the doctor to tell him when the baby arrived. In 1900, fathers passed on clothing to their sons. In 1900, fathers could count on children to join the family business. In 1900, fathers pined for old country Romania, Italy, or Russia. In 1900, a father smoked a pipe. In 1900, fathers shook their children gently and whispered, "Wake up, it's time for school." In 1900, a father came home from work to find his wife and children at the supper table. In 1900, fathers and sons would have heart-to-heart conversations while fishing in a stream. In 1900, a father gave a pencil box for Christmas, and the kid was all smiles. In 1900, if a father had breakfast in bed, it was eggs and bacon and ham and potatoes. In 1900, a Father's Day gift would be a hand tool. In 1900, fathers said, "A man's home is his castle." In 1900, "a good day at the market" meant Father brought home feed for the horses. In 1900, a happy meal was when Father shared funny stories around the table. In 1900, a father was involved if he spanked the kid now and then. In 1900, when fathers entered the room, children often rose to attention. In 1900, fathers threatened their daughters suitors with shotguns if the girl came home late. In 1900, fathers pined for the old school, which meant a one-room, red-brick building. In 1900, fathers were never truly appreciated.
You gotta love that one....tee hee hee.
Letter to Redneck Son Mom
OMG........I was born in a small town and grew up most of my life in a small town. Does that make me a red neck? LMAO....NOT I have always been a city girl at heart! Well I am off now, I have to get ready for work. Everyone have a great weekend!!!!!!
Baby Karma OMG......SICK
Good morning all. Everyone around me has been sick. It started week before last at my job. We had that nasty NOROVIRUS, come through and it got 18 of our residents sick. Quit a few had to be sent out to the hospital. Of course I am cautious at the job already. Washing my hands constantly and using hand sanitizer. But I was doing it even more so and wearing gloves even when I was passing just meds. Our Executive Direstor told us to act as though we had "Obsesive Compulsive Disorder". My hands were getting sore from the powder in the gloves, washing and sanitizing all the time. Well lucky me, I didnt get sick. I went away on my vacation and all was well. But the weirdest thing. The day after I got home my 3 yr old daughter was sick. Then my 5 yr old, my nephew and my cousins daughter. Finally it was over.....or so I thought. My 10 yr old came up sick yesterday. It is running through all the kids in the house but none of the adults. Really weird. Any ways enough of that babble. On to better things. For those of you who missed my last blog, when I was on my vacation......Karl proposed.
We are gonna have the wedding next summer. June or July. I am so excited, I never thought I would ever meet some one I would want to marry. I have been married once before and I always said that even if I am toatly in love, I would never get married again. I believed that you didnt have to marry someone to prove anything. I feel it was more fear of being hurt again after trusting that made me feel that way. But OMG....the power of love definatly overcomes you and you will do things you vow you never would do again. Well I am gonna close this for now, I need to get my walking shoes on and go pay visits to you all.
What A Vacation
WOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO!!!!!! My vacation was so great. Although the weather was overcast mostly, it was still nice to spend 3 days away and just be lazy. No kids, no work, no worries. RELAXATION!!!!! Karl and I spend most of our time at the beach every day. We went to:
(La Jolla Cove)
(Mission Beach & Belmont Park)
(Ocean Beach)
(Pacific Beach)
All of the beach's are beautiful out there. We wanted to check out Del Mar to but not enough time. La Jolla Cove was the first one we went to the day we got there. So sweet ,on the beach, and guess what Karl does. He purposed to me. So yes.....I am getting married next summer. We stayed at the Holiday Inn Express. There was a bar there and from 5:30 pm to 7:30 pm was happy hour. Get this, the drinks were FREE. I sure love the word free. LMAO.
Our room was beautiful, and huge. Just the size I want my own room. Tee hee hee. We also went to this really nice restaurant called Brigantines
They have the best seafood. I had the Lobster.....Two tails actually. I was so stuffed afterwards. We did alot of other stuff to, but I dont want to bore yall. We took lots of photos but they are not develped yet. When I get them iIwill add them to my photo album. Everyone have a great weekend. I have to work tomorrow so my weekend will be short. I will get around to answering all your comments while I was away. Lots of love to all!
~~Fun Stuff~~
Well good day to all. I figured I better put some time into a decent blog if I want ya all to visit my space. I found some feally funny jokes to share:
A man and his wife are driving down the highway having a fight over the husband sleeping with another woman. The wife takes out a knife and cuts of the mans penis and throws it out the window. The penis splats onto the windshield of the car that is following and rolls off. The 14 year old girl riding with her dad says "What was that Dad?" The father says "It was just a bug honey". The daughter replies "Wow Dad, that bug sure had a big dick". OMG...... Out of the moths of babes. A man is out, driving happily along in his car late one Saturday evening. Before too long, the cops pull him over. The policeman walks up to the man and asks, "Have you been drinking, sir?" "Why? Was I weaving all over the road officer?" "No," replied, the policeman, "You were driving splendidly. It was the ugly fat chick in the passenger seat that gave you away."
LMAO..... I know plenty of guys who have been there.
A guy comes home from work feeling bad about the day's activities. He lays down on the couch and ponders his actions. Like most of us, his conscience has two voices; that of his good moral side and that of his mischievous side. While staring at the ceiling, a voice in his head says "don't worry about it, a lot of doctors have sex with their patients." The man tosses and turns in reflection of his actions. Again the voice says "don't worry about it, a lot of doctors have sex with their patients." Feeling somewhat relieved, the man begins to relax and feel better about himself at which time another voice in head says, "but you're a veterinarian."
OMFG.... I will never see the Vet quit the same <Ewwww>
I am so sorry guys, but I had to add this one. No hard feelings, you know I love ya all!!!!! Now on to the blinkies.......
I had to put these in here , they so are me.....tee hee hee. Well I am closing this for now. Everyone have a great day. And since tomorrow is "Hump Day" I hope ya all will come by and hump me. I so would enjoy a "Hump Day Orgy" LMAO
Love
~Fun To Come...and other stuff~Hello everyone.......I have been lagging already on doing my blog’s, doesn’t it always seem that everything is going on in life at once........and no time for anything else. Yet you still try to find time to fit other stuff in to...LMAO. Well I am off to San Diego this coming week for three days of fun in the sun. My boy friend (Karl) is taking me. His birthday was on the first of this month so we are celebrating his birth day down there. I love Cali, and for all of you who have known me for the past year and a half already know that I went to Cali 4 times last year. Cant get enough of the sun!!!!!!!!!!!! Now on a different note......I want to thank everyone that’s visited me and got this new space off to a great start. But, special love to: Nicci&
For stopping by and saying hello , and welcoming my new space. Thank you two sexy ladies very much. Nothing like having hot woman come to see ya....Tee hee hee. Sorry for the short and boring blog but I have to be off to work soon. Everyone have a great week and I will be back later on to do a better blog.
Love Baby "K"
What a weekendOmg.....I have a question to ask you all, why is it when there are men out there willing to be good ,dependable fathers, there are bitch woman who wont let them. But some one like me who wants my childrens father to be a part of their lives, yet he could give a shit less.
The reason why I am asking this is because my boyfriend has one child with his ex-wife. A 13 yr. old son, who is the world to him. But his mom (the ex-wife) wants to fight my boyfriend the whole way. She likes playing games to keep them apart. This makes no sense to me. WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with some people. I cant even get my ex-husband to call his kids on a regular basis. let alone see them. Karl (thats my boy friend) would move heaven and earth for his son. He always pays his child support, gets his boy whatever he needs whenever he needs it. This is just down right nasty on the ex-wifes part. Now I know there are two sides to every story, and alot of hard feelings because they divorced. But there divorce had nothing to do with their son or how they were parents to him. So I feel since its been 3 yrs. that they have been apart ,it is time to put all diffrences aside and just be the best parents they can be. She just wont let it happen. I ask has anyone else bee through this? And if so, what did you do?
Love Baby Karma
Busy!!!!!!
I dont know how often I will be able to update my space but I am gonna shoot for at least 4 times a week. I have so much going on in my life right now, so why come back to spaces you would ask.......I want to share whats been going on with all of you! My MSN Spaces Family
I was talking to Madison and she tells me that this spaces world has been pretty boring as of late. She asked me if I would help her shake it up. Now although I would LOVE to get down and dirty......I have to be careful not to get shut down again. I have already been booted twice. But as they say "Third times a charm"....Tee hee hee. I will be throwing out some fun stuff from time to time.
Everone enjoy your week and dont do anything I wouldnt do. OMFG....that leaves room for alot!
*Love Baby Karma* I AM BACK!Well, I decided to start a new space and see how many people can find me again. Been awhile and I miss alot of you. There have been alot of changes in my life...... I am now enrolled in school, still working, new love interest......oh and still chasing my 4 kids. Busy little bee....thats me. Well I am not gonna make this long. Leave me a hello and see ya all later.
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